well i decided to write an entry.. even though i dont really use xanga anymore. haha myspace IS an addiction just to let you know. today its thursday.. staying at home cos its parent teacher interviews. Just one more day of school until holidays !!!!! already in holiday mode though.. i got 2 outcomes tommorow and i cant be bothered studying. a chemistry and psychology one. fk chem is bloody hard this year 

I must admit, year eleven is so stressing. last year was sucha breeze, and now shitloads of homework is shoved in to my face everyday. i cant stand it. Ive always wanted to get a good job with good pay and all that shit. but now do i really care ? i see my parents working their ass off for all this money.. for a better house.. and a 'better life style' .. but is it really a better lifestyle ? i just want to live the simple life and just be happy. as long as i got money to live reasonbly well im happy. who gives a shit what the family thinks anymore. my family is like the typical asian family.. all they care about is reputation and comparison. every family event ive been to.. its always like "well my son is doing sooo good.. he got into melbourne uni.. he is so smart blablabla etc " all they do is brag about their so called perfect little sons/daughters.

theres so much things that have been happening to me lately, that i dont even know where to begin. well first of all friends.. what EXACTLY is a friend ? theres so many people you can claim and friends.. but are they really your firend ? will they help you.. cover for you.. do they have you back ? and another thing.. what is with all the bitching going around. give it a break.. seriously. the only thing that gets you into this mess is bitching. dont bitch behind your friends back, dont make up shit and start rumours about others, dont go spreading around things even if people dont want you to.. just GIVE IT A BREAK geeeeeez louise. i must admit, i was guilty of being like that before.. but it just gets you no where. so just stop it.

It seems like the only things i look forward to is weekends now. i dont even look forward to seeing my besties at school anymore :( sigh .. i dont know why. everything is just so dead at school. seems like we have nothing to talk about anymore. i remember we could always talk about anything and everything.. but now i dont know what happened to our connection. It's true how bf's tear you apart from your friends if you're too in love & obssesed with them. AND another thing.. BOYS.. LOVE and ALL THAT.. used to be such an improtant topic for me. but recently.. im just sick of them. some boys are either really good looking and fucking jerks, and others have a really nice personality & you know they they will treat you right, but the looks just dont please you enough. NOTHING is ever good enough for me anymore. i always seem to be expecting too much of things nowadays. sigh.. hmm oh well.. not much else to write anymore. i just wish i could get more outa life.

But anywayy.. to those friends.. you know who you are.. the faithful ones.. thankyou so much everything. At the end of the day, its the friendship that counts the most & thankyou so much for making me realise that. who needs boyfriends & backstabbing 'friends'. i definitely do notttttt

by the way.. im moving from bulleen to doncaster noww weeee

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IVE LEFT XANGA...

im switching to myspace.. cos im too stupid and lazy to use two things  anyway ill leave you with some pictures every now and then. enjoy.. x

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WHY DOES THIS HAVE TO HAPPEN TO ME?!

just as everything was fine.. this had to happen. i am so confused.... i dont know what i should do to help... i dont know if i should just help myself... or help that particular persons and support them..... if i support the other person then the other person will be upset and be pushed to the edge.. i love them both...

WHY DOES LIFE HAVE TO BE LIKE THISSSSSSSSSSSSSS,... I WANT TO BREAK DOWN AND CRY... i dont know what to do anymore... this is truely the hardest thing ive ever been through,.... :( 

my christmas.. my holidays... my birthday is ruined... fk this shit... I HATEEEE THIS

my life is fked up now because of this !!!!!!!!!!!

so this week has been a bludge for me.. it's pretty good though, because it gives me a break from school and homework.

*tuesday - melbourne university science excursion

the excursion was alright..a bit boring though. we walked around and learned about what the people do in the engineering courses  there was also a cute french guy lol

me and chloe at melbourne uni

colourful balloons there :)

*thursday - geography excursion in toolangi

i was so tired from that excursion.. sat next to gracia and she almost vomited but luckily she did it when we arrived at toolangi. It was an hour or so bus trip... and when we got there we had to wear these stupid helmets. all we did there was basically learn about bushfires. it was really boring. but atleast it was better than school.

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friday & saturday - slept over at dees then pool party

had a movie marathon at dee's place. we watched blood reign, take the lead, scary movie 4 and X men. Me and kaitlyn wanted to watch brokeback mountain but dee refused to watch something about gay men :(   aw

i had a jam donut and a cowboy for the 1st time. it was quite nice but then i went really red afterwards  

what was really funny that night was when we were watching this late night game show and we were calling the show to win money or something ? but we accidentally pressed one of the speed dial buttons. We ended up calling (dee's sister's friend) a few times without realising. Then just as we were about to fall asleep, dee's sister's friend (a crazy man) comes to her house 3 am, opens the door and starts yelling at us full on.. "DONT YOU FKN CALL ME AGAIN YOU FKN ...etc etc"     it was quite scary lol.

the next day was the pool party. everyone was freezing since all they had was bikinis and swim suits on. had lots of fun even if it was 18 degrees and freezing. here are some photos from dees place.

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eyes wide open

Eyes wide open – by ann

My eyes are wide open.. im no fool

Cos I see the real person inside of you

You imply that you can get many more girls, trapping them in your bs net

Well I got news for you buddy – how many can you actually get

You think you can get any lady that you desire

But listen up ladies, he is merely just a Big Fat Liar

Those worn out days have come to an end

And you know what? Im glad, given that I don’t need a mend

All I see now is just a dumb try hard player

That’s why im pleased to say “see you later”

For you see.. im all smiles and no where near having any fears

So don’t you worry because I aint wastin’ one drop of my tears

Especially for a jerk like you my dear

YEAH THATS RIGHT YOU BETCH !